Learning to say no for me is like learning to walk all over again. A little shaky until you finally catch your balance. You take a deep breath and go to take that first step, then your knees buckle. You lean back and forth, side to side, arms failing trying to balance yourself before you take that next step. But that next step never comes…..
Until one day…. It does.
Today I am saying, No. I’m taking care of me. I’m going to do what I want to do. I deserve a chance to stop and take time for myself, especially before I have to learn to breathe…
Keep Smilin Y’all.
Being on edge isn’t as safe….
But the view is better ♥
Diversion On the edge 1
Ever faced with something that you are just waiting to see the finish line? That’s been me lately. I hate playing waiting games, especially when it come to my health. Earlier this week, I was finally given the test to determine what exactly I was facing. Luckily, for now it appears to be something I can take control of myself. While it is a sigh of relief, it is also frustrating to know it is partly my fault. Either way, things are looking bigger, better and brighter. Now to play the waiting game a little longer but with a sense of peace, along with a plan to take control. 😀 Then with a little time, I’ll be breathing a bit easier too. ♥
Keep Smiling Y’all
One of the biggest forms of flattery is knowing that just by being your normal, wonderful self, You made someone fall in love with you.
This made me smile a little bit. It brings so much truth. Love is a powerful thing. We should all, at times, sit back and truly remember what love really is. This isn’t a mushy blog.. Don’t worry. Just some things that are on my mind as my baby brother will stand with his childhood sweetheart and say I do on Sunday. Makes me feel even older than I am thinking about it. I am happy for him but I’ll always be protective of him. Just as he is of me and my sister. ♥
Keep smiling Y’all.
Keep your face to the sunshine and you can not to the shadows ♥
Keep moving forward.. don’t ever look back.
Hair: Entwined Nova
Minimal Soho Building
The light shines through the darkness & the darkness has not overcome it.
Yes, I went there…. but this sat with me for a bit. I began to think about what this really meant to me and how it can apply to so many things in my life within the past year. I’ve been spending the majority of my February and what will become the first few weeks of March on something that I’ve really poured more of myself into than I’ve been willing to admit. It has been such a relief and so freeing to just create, letting my mind wander. It is funny how when you feel like there is nothing but ash…. Beauty always rises. I’ve grown attached to it and can’t wait to share with you all. Don’t worry! It’s coming soon, I promise!
Foxcity Drift 3
Foxcity Old Town Backdrop